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Post of negativity
Apparently I'm the only person who can do work in this house *glowers* I won't whinge though, because apparently it's unbecoming.
I spent the day cleaning, in between bouts of being disappointed in my lack of talent in most areas. And even if I can claim some degree of talent, it's so easily eclipsed by other people that it's not even worth mentioning in the end.
Sorry, I'm in a shit of a mood. Hopefully work makes it better. Actually, that's fairly unlikely, Sunday night was awful. Not specifically, just a generalised awfulness. Out of all the customers, I had none of my regulars, and pretty much all of them were sullen, non-talkative, rude. It just really gets you down when person after person is ignoring you, or being curt. I -like- being friendly to people, and after twenty or so of these customers, I lose my bright spark, I drawl out 'hihowareyou' without caring, and that in turn makes the customers continue to be bad. It's a cycle of negativity.
Anyway, tonight will be better, because I'm supervising and thus don't spend as much time serving. Thank goodness, more nights like Sunday will mean I need to take a break.
I spent the day cleaning, in between bouts of being disappointed in my lack of talent in most areas. And even if I can claim some degree of talent, it's so easily eclipsed by other people that it's not even worth mentioning in the end.
Sorry, I'm in a shit of a mood. Hopefully work makes it better. Actually, that's fairly unlikely, Sunday night was awful. Not specifically, just a generalised awfulness. Out of all the customers, I had none of my regulars, and pretty much all of them were sullen, non-talkative, rude. It just really gets you down when person after person is ignoring you, or being curt. I -like- being friendly to people, and after twenty or so of these customers, I lose my bright spark, I drawl out 'hihowareyou' without caring, and that in turn makes the customers continue to be bad. It's a cycle of negativity.
Anyway, tonight will be better, because I'm supervising and thus don't spend as much time serving. Thank goodness, more nights like Sunday will mean I need to take a break.